Is it missing from my life? Yes. Is that what I want? Absolutely not.
[Loki enjoys being ungoverned!! But also the idea of Sumire trying to scold them is hilarious.]
I can't say I know you well enough to say for sure, but... my mother is stubborn.
Her marriage was a political one, ending a war between the Aesir and the Vanir. Her first child was lost to her, spirited away to another realm until time forgot her. And the whole reason you get married like that is to produce a proper heir, right? Kind of a bummer.
Thor and I, neither of us were born of her womb. Thor from a dalliance Odin had with Gaea, and myself born in Jotunheim. Still, she raised us as her own. Thor has never doubted her love for him, and he knows that they are mother and son regardless of blood. Someone who loves and guides... aye, that's about right for her role in his story.
My take might be that she guides a bit too much. Like any mother, she thinks she knows what is best for all. She ruled Asgard accordingly, and while she presented herself as less brash, less violent than my father, her decisions were sometimes crueler.
She's the God of the Hunt now, and I'd say it suits her, being wild and free and not tied down by marriage or politics.
Someone she'd choose... I imagine is someone as stubborn as her. Someone who's faced hardships and continued on, for better or worse. Acting from a place of love that reaches beyond the self, focusing instead on the good of everyone, sometimes to their detriment. The seemingly contradicting love and war, fertility and death. And a uniquely feminine energy all the same.
[Sumire listens with intent, curious about the reality of one universes version of the god her persona is shaped from. It's all really rather interesting, it makes her wonder about a great many things, about herself, about others, about the form of her persona. Really, it's all so beyond her, but whatever she can learn, she's eager to.
Guides too much, huh? Maybe Sumire does that too, with her fics and meddling. Even thinking about it she was already coming up with excuses why it was okay and for their good. Maybe she can relate to that too. Too much of all of this really.]
Yeah, not to gas myself up, but that feels right. And good, I'm glad she's free and wild now. [Her tone is empathetic, because she understands so much about what it's like to be tied down in a way.]
Well, I think I've taken up enough of your time, thank you, especially for the conversation, it's been very... thought provoking.
[It's strange, having to consider Freyja outside the confines of a single story. Part of them felt as if they portrayed her too kindly, remembering how happy she was to lock them in the narrative's cage for all eternity, so long as Asgard and Thor were safe. And then too, there's the grief they felt in the face of her death. Loki was the one who had killed her, of course, it's what the story demanded but still.
Ugh, it's frustrating making sense of all these various plotlines. Perhaps that's why everyone else is content to ignore the fourth wall.
Loki tucks a strand of hair behind their ear, remembering the time and place as they offer a small smile to Sumire.]
Oh! Yes, thank you. I should go before Kitagawa-san sees me leaving here. That would be an awkward conversation, even with him.... maybe especially with him.
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[Loki enjoys being ungoverned!! But also the idea of Sumire trying to scold them is hilarious.]
I can't say I know you well enough to say for sure, but... my mother is stubborn.
Her marriage was a political one, ending a war between the Aesir and the Vanir. Her first child was lost to her, spirited away to another realm until time forgot her. And the whole reason you get married like that is to produce a proper heir, right? Kind of a bummer.
Thor and I, neither of us were born of her womb. Thor from a dalliance Odin had with Gaea, and myself born in Jotunheim. Still, she raised us as her own. Thor has never doubted her love for him, and he knows that they are mother and son regardless of blood. Someone who loves and guides... aye, that's about right for her role in his story.
My take might be that she guides a bit too much. Like any mother, she thinks she knows what is best for all. She ruled Asgard accordingly, and while she presented herself as less brash, less violent than my father, her decisions were sometimes crueler.
She's the God of the Hunt now, and I'd say it suits her, being wild and free and not tied down by marriage or politics.
Someone she'd choose... I imagine is someone as stubborn as her. Someone who's faced hardships and continued on, for better or worse. Acting from a place of love that reaches beyond the self, focusing instead on the good of everyone, sometimes to their detriment. The seemingly contradicting love and war, fertility and death. And a uniquely feminine energy all the same.
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Guides too much, huh? Maybe Sumire does that too, with her fics and meddling. Even thinking about it she was already coming up with excuses why it was okay and for their good. Maybe she can relate to that too. Too much of all of this really.]
Yeah, not to gas myself up, but that feels right. And good, I'm glad she's free and wild now. [Her tone is empathetic, because she understands so much about what it's like to be tied down in a way.]
Well, I think I've taken up enough of your time, thank you, especially for the conversation, it's been very... thought provoking.
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Ugh, it's frustrating making sense of all these various plotlines. Perhaps that's why everyone else is content to ignore the fourth wall.
Loki tucks a strand of hair behind their ear, remembering the time and place as they offer a small smile to Sumire.]
Good luck with Akechi.
okay so what's it do? :eyes:
[She smiles and grabs her bag with a hum.]
It was lovely to talk to you.
[With a bow, she slips quietly out the door.]